Getting just another story in life makes us believe that life is just and is really unpredictable. I remember something like ''The Lord gives what we don't expect''. I guess, it is really right. Now here I am writing on how I am grateful to the Lord for all He has done for me. And I believe that everything is just gonna be fine.
I remember the time when I was on Junior, I had many friends with great diversity. They played, they talked, they teamed up, they did everything for studying or for fun. It was really nice that an environment could be so diverse that we had many pieces of the world right in front of our eyes. It's not a whole or a perfect world. But, it was really good.
Here, I begin to appreciate my feelings on things. The culture around us may distract us and may let us to believe that everything needs to be sugarcoated. It may make us forget about how lovely and fun a raw feeling out of sincerety and honesty. We need not to scheme on everything or worry over things. Just trust and be relaxed. Have some faith.
People seem to be insecure over things because they forget that they need not to worry over everything. It's okay to be sad, it's okay to be afraid, it's okay to cry our hearts out, it's okay to be un-okay. We need not to please anyone, we need to be sincere and honest with our feelings, with ourselves. Do things by heart, not by pressure.. It means that be sincere and honest.\
I know that we all have our own orbits and phases. I do not mean that everyone gets the same way, the same coping, the same timing. But we can always try, we can do our best, we can preserver. We can grow little by little, it doesnt have to be done by this very second. No it doesn't... Some people can do it just at now, some just need a little time to align their lives. It's okay, everything has its time.
But I'm thankful to God that despite everything, I've seen Him changed a lot of people's lives. When I see it in cut, I don't see the big picture, I don't see the whole story. But, when I begin to see 'everything' in their lives... I begin to understand ''O Lord, how unpredictable is Your plan. I never know it can be turned out beautifully and that it all leads into this very result. I'm thankful for them o Lord, I'm happy for their happiness.''
So I hope that you guys, or just anyone, find your happy life. A really happy life that is build on sincerety and honesty as ones of its foundation. I never know what's really best for me or what's really best for anyone. But, I want to believe, I want to try my best at least for me, at least just for myself even if I can never satisfy anyone. I should try my best for myself, by God's grace. Aamiin.
God bless you guys!! :)
