A new day again

 Today, I get to experience several things that I ever did but just drowned in the daily routines. And today, I've come to realize that I want to do a lot of things I really wanted to.

So, I am kinda being placed in a place where I should study biology. So, it is natural that I want to do something in relation to writing journal, doing assesment, making paper, or just having some field watching (being in the lab is a bit boring i guess?). So, it was my goal that i want to learn how to write journal just right. 

When we talk about writing journal, a scientific one, we must think that it is somehow gonna be consumed internationally. So, the first think we must consider is about how we can communicate our journal content best in English. It includes effectivity and efficiency. In my campus, we barely learn about it. So, we just do things like reading a journal and do-citation-thing. We don't get the chance until.. well, maybe until we got to finish our thesis or something. Does it suck? Yes, i guess... So, I really want to utilize my ability so that I can write the journal best. It comes to my mind at some frequency because i believe that it is important and writing English for different niche is just somewhat different than your everyday consumed English. And of course, writing needs more skills that reading (i guess?), hehe..

Apart from language, we need to get to know the technical things. There is a structure of journal and about what you should fill or not. There is also several rules that maybe different in each publisher such as the spelling or the citational style. How you do a graph or how you do a table and similar things are important too. So these all everything apart for using a communicative language. It's about serving your data and your journal for a publishment.

So, what do i want to do now? I want to learn about it properly and start from the basics. Because, if I should write a journal then I should do it well for my self and for my readers. Cheers! :)

A Turnover

 Today is a very special day in my life. In accordance with a feast that Lord God let me to hold on this day for myself, He gives me a really good thing today. 

For many times in my life, I've been reflecting many things. Life is flowing, so things are happening. I reflected on things happening in my life and wondered about what to choose and what to do.

Today, Lord God let me to choose one thing after He let me to know about what life really is. Life is about happiness. Its about happiness in serving him and to live at its fullest.

Life is not all about doing exhaustive list of responsibilities or to suffer everyday. Life is about how to be happy and to endure things even at our worst. Ife we are sad even at the best condition, so what's the point?

Today, I made a choice to make a turnover, to turn my life into a happy and fulfilling life in Him. That I maybe live fully and not just a bunch of daily episodes. No nee to be over-pressured or to worry over unnecessary things. Life is about you being fully you at the best and to be present in God's grace.

On side note, today I discover one of my friend left the campus. I don't know why but I believe that he has his own reasons. Here, I could only cheer on him and pray for his best.

I don't really think that all choices I made in my life are wise. But, I believe that the Lord God is directing my life into something I never know... Something that is really good even though I've never even dreamt once. Surely, aamiin.

May God bless your days.

Another story...

 Getting just another story in life makes us believe that life is just and is really unpredictable. I remember something like ''The Lord gives what we don't expect''. I guess, it is really right. Now here I am writing on how I am grateful to the Lord for all He has done for me. And I believe that everything is just gonna be fine.

I remember the time when I was on Junior, I had many friends with great diversity. They played, they talked, they teamed up, they did everything for studying or for fun. It was really nice that an environment could be so diverse that we had many pieces of the world right in front of our eyes. It's not a whole or a perfect world. But, it was really good.

Here, I begin to appreciate my feelings on things. The culture around us may distract us and may let us to believe that everything needs to be sugarcoated. It may make us forget about how lovely and fun a raw feeling out of sincerety and honesty. We need not to scheme on everything or worry over things. Just trust and be relaxed. Have some faith.

People seem to be insecure over things because they forget that they need not to worry over everything. It's okay to be sad, it's okay to be afraid, it's okay to cry our hearts out, it's okay to be un-okay. We need not to please anyone, we need to be sincere and honest with our feelings, with ourselves. Do things by heart, not by pressure.. It means that be sincere and honest.\

I know that we all have our own orbits and phases. I do not mean that everyone gets the same way, the same coping, the same timing. But we can always try, we can do our best, we can preserver. We can grow little by little, it doesnt have to be done by this very second. No it doesn't... Some people can do it just at now, some just need a little time to align their lives. It's okay, everything has its time.

But I'm thankful to God that despite everything, I've seen Him changed a lot of people's lives. When I see it in cut, I don't see the big picture, I don't see the whole story. But, when I begin to see 'everything' in their lives... I begin to understand ''O Lord, how unpredictable is Your plan. I never know it can be turned out beautifully and that it all leads into this very result. I'm thankful for them o Lord, I'm happy for their happiness.''

So I hope that you guys, or just anyone, find your happy life. A really happy life that is build on sincerety and honesty as ones of its foundation. I never know what's really best for me or what's really best for anyone. But, I want to believe, I want to try my best at least for me, at least just for myself even if I can never satisfy anyone. I should try my best for myself, by God's grace. Aamiin. 

God bless you guys!! :)